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All For Him

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Don't you understand?
I don't cut for him
I want to stop because of him
I want to be someone he could be proud of
He makes me want to be better than I am
He is my muse,
He is my entire world
And he can barely remember my name
I am just another face in his crowd
I'm not the one he loves
Or the one he wants
But it does't matter to me
I just want to stop
For him
Random thoughts. Now back to catching up with my 6,000 word count goal. -_-

-Ellie.
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Sabehlra's avatar
Besides the cutting, it kind of sounds like me. I had darker habits, and because of him, I worked myself to break them. I have, for the most part. I'm no longer so antisocial, or loner-like. Still am, just not to that extent. I'm more 'helping-hands' type now.
I actually got the guts to tell him how I feel. Indirectly. I was acting weird, and then I told him to check out my link to DA from facebook. Later, he tells me that he can only be friends with me. But somehow, I'm okay with that.. most of the time.