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Don't ForgetI've forgotten what it feels like
To be held so close I can't even breathe
And the taste of a warm mouth
Stroking over mine
Captivating me
My fragile body-with all its cuts and scars-against something rock soild
And sturdy
I can't tell you how much I need this
Just to feel life
A steady heartbeat
The rhythm making me whole
Reminding me how it feels
To be kissed nad loved
Feeling somethign not known to be
I can't remember
The hollow in me swallowed everything
So kiss me
Show me what its like to feel you close to me
So I don't have to imagine anymore
This Feeling...What is this feeling?
My heart stopping, then accelerating
Making up fro lost time
Feels like a nightmare to me
Because this is lust: pounding in my veins when I se you
Sobbing silently
Trying to take my eyes off of you
And failing, miserably

I love you.
I love you I love you I love you.
I don't think I could say it enough

It was never like this with him
Almost like he was paper
And everytime we tried to finish the story we fell apart
But with you

Not only do you fill the hole in me
But you overwhelm me
All the things I want to say to you are threatening to spill out
When you look at me I bite my tongue to stop
Your In To DeepSobbing with no control
Yammering at a God who's existence
Is non existant  
Thinking about doing it
Drinking until my minds just fog
So I don't feel it
When I bite down with my blade
Split open my inked up skin
Then sleep forever, never feel pain again
Then when I was passing time I saw it
The five letters
My reason to keep living
Your name
Flashing your face in front of my eyes
Telling me I'm worth it
Now I'm crying more
Because this means I love you
And now, I just realized
How far deep I'm in
Love?Is
                                                Love
a concept? Or
something you feel
toward some one?
                                                 D
Can't StopI can't stop
Looking at you
Meeting your eyes
Holding your gaze and listen to you holding your breath
Realizing I'm holding mine too
Wondering what's going on inside your head
Are you fighting back temptation?
To push everyone else aside and pull me in close to you?
Kiss me 'till all the hurt is gone
And I'm numb
Struck dumb in this bliss
Or are you indifferent to me?
Wondering why I'm watching you?
Taking in every inch of you?
Memorizing your profile?
And hoping I'm not making a mistake.
Strike A MatchSquatting down in the gravel
Lighting the fire
Setting your face aflame
Finally severing what's left of you from me
I'm so sorry
But I can't do this anymore
I can't keep this up

I've found someone who'll take care of me
(I think)
And even if I'm wrong its worth the risk

I'm tired of waiting up for you
Convincing everyone you'll come back.

I'm leaving you behind
I've done all I can do

Just remember
Even in a year
When I'm still wrapped up in his arms
And madly in love
And I've given him all of me...

I will always remember you.

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Not really very big. Oh well. Its a start.

-Ellie.
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*AWakenFoRsaken Jun 11, 2012
Do you like Mountain Dew Voltage? It's AWESOME and tastes like an energy drink but isn't as bad for you as Monster is.
Sometimes I drink soda just to feel bad ass > u <~ //weird.
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*malphasloveshisfries Jun 11, 2012  Student Writer
Hahaha me too!
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*Demens-Morio May 31, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
hate to say it but when im upset i go sober. T.T i know how could you.
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*malphasloveshisfries Jun 1, 2012  Student Writer
?
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*Demens-Morio Jun 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
its a play off of me being Irish.
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*malphasloveshisfries Jun 1, 2012  Student Writer
OMG ME TOO!!!!! :tighhug:
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*Demens-Morio Jun 2, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
lol hugs my one weakness
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*malphasloveshisfries Jun 2, 2012  Student Writer
x)
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*Demens-Morio Jun 2, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
lol. you be the soft mushy one
ill be the hardcore freaky guy in the corner you stare at all night and go. I wonder if kat williams is right and hes mad at breakfast too.
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*malphasloveshisfries Jun 3, 2012  Student Writer
LETSDOIT.
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