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Forget MeQuietly you forget me
I'll slip away
Untwine my fingers from your warm hands
I was too late
I told you
I loved you
Just not how much
So now there's nothing left to do but watch you
And find solace in your peace
I'll take back my bags from you
I'll shoulder them myself
I'll do what people do
I'll play a sad song
And have a drink in your name
Maybe strike a match and burn your picure
Through my bitter sobs and angry tears
I'll close my eyes and think of you
And your smile
Those odd things you'd try to hide so desperately
Those things that made you so real to me
I'll find that there is someone like you in my life, once more
But I loved you for all the wrong reasons
I only wanted you because you made me want someone
I ached for you only because I didn't ache anymore
I was an idiot for feeling so happy
I wasn't worth the effort
And now you are not worth my time
I'm going to sit back
As I let you forget me
Morphine EyesYour hands are so much bigger than my own
And I find it enchanting-the display of your fingers touching mine
Like a mirror, I can see myself in you
In the sea blue of those morphine eyes
Surely beauty does not exist elsewhere
Maybe God has created you from the clay of the earth himself
And captured the glow of the moon in your iris
And your laugh has been woven from the bells of heaven
I wish you could see how I look at you, my love
That just for a moment you could see just how beautiful you are
Even if you don't like it, I can see it
Your gentle hands
And the curve of your mouth
You are a wonder to me
Both you, and those haunting eyes
The softness of your voice
And this agony I keep enduring
All for the boy
With the morphine eyes
VivianI wish we could start over
Sitting outside on that bench
With sickened clouds above us, that day we met
And I spent the next three years by your side
Then I let tragedy strike
And hope fell into pieces between our feet
I'm so sorry, for being so selfish
And never calling you back, or responding
These past weeks your name has been bleached into my skin
And I want to get down on my knees and pray that you haven't left us yet
Please, Vivvy I'm begging you
To hold out one more night
The moment I see daylight I'm coming for you
I promise you
I've missed you so much
Are the words that rush from my mouth
My fingers clench around my paper cup of coffee
And your eyes never leave the table
And every bridge has been broken
Reduced to ashes and dust
But your face lifts higher up
And I pray that I'm enough
Shut Up, VoiceI'm not worthless
But you are
Today I'll tell him
He'll just laugh at you
I want to stop
But you can't
I'm tired of being broken
You'll never be whole again
I'm better than this
You are nothing
I'll stand up to them
They'll just hit you again
I could be perfect if I try
Not as perfect as her
I don't want to go down that road again
All you can do is crawl
I'm not going to cut today
You're going to write that note today
They'll have to stop, sometime
It's not going to end
TwistedMy twisted heart is beating inside my threadbare shirt
My chest is falling
But that's boring
With out so much as a a sting
Or a burn
Or an ache
No trouble. No toil. No excitement or pain.
What is life without excitement?
How do I know that I'm alive?
Am I somewhere outside, slumped on a desk? Lost in a nightmare with cuts on my wrists?
But they long have faded into the tan of my skin
I have no connection, no life-line
I'm feeling your cheeks with numb hands
Tasting your lips with my rotting blue tongue
My hands are ice under your shirt
I'm just searching for a heartbeat
But I want you
A tiny flow of blood
Staining my clothes
Hurt me, bleed me dry
I want to know I'm alive
Not SorryI'm sorry I'm a fuck-up
That I don't do as I'm told
I'm sorry I'm not submissive and that your words don't stop me cold
I don't give fuck if you hate me
That's just the worthless slut that I am
I don't care if you don't love me
Its just another blow
I'll shrug it off and walk away
Because I just don't care anymore
I'm watching every dream I have ever had crumble down around me
Your fist keeps on striking me and I don't feel a thing
I'll tear up this paper
I'll break everything in sight until there's silence
And you shut your mouth
I won't stop this pain (this pleasure) until I'm restored
It's a dirty, filthy path
And I'm nothing but your whore
So I don't care if you destroy me
If your words continue to cut
I'll just keep on screaming back
Until you get enough
I Adore YouIt takes all my self-control
Not to take your hand
To squeeze your fingers so tight
Until the very core of your bones ache for me
To promise you I'll never let you feel alone
That in your darkness
I will never leave you
Even if you beg me
I won't go
I'll grab your hands and kiss you
I'll break the silence on your tongue
For how badly I want to hear you laugh
To see your lovely, stupid smile
And to know,
That you're going to be alright again
Because I adore you
More than words can say
More than thousands of poems
And buckets of used pens,
Ashes of burnt up pages
That could never say how much I want to make you happy
Bending over backwards and making you feel light as air
Thats how much
I adore you
A Pair of MasochistsThere is this pair
In my kitchen drawer
When I thought i was...better
I wrote on them
"I have defeated you"
My own rebellion
But the pressure grew
The weight was too much
Now every time I touch it, I hear it
In my head...
Now, I have defeated you
I have carved you
I have burned you
I've collected your tears
And I have drunk them up greedily
You are my property
I am you
I was the one who created you
I shaped you into what you are
I own you
You are mine
Those chains that surround you?
They are what I have become
A small bout of stress relief
Now a hobby?
Isn't that fun?
A small slice here
A few X's there
Just a kiss on your innocent wrist
You belong to me
You hopeless bitch
You broken toy
Winded out clock
I will watch you cry
And smile as you bleed
And, I my love
Will haunt you
Until the very day you die.
Welcome to the DumpsWelcome to the Dumps
Here where baggage grows heavy
And depression festers
But come now it's not all bad
They all leave you alone
Just like you want
Welcome to the Dumps
The only way out
A friend's hand
Should you choose to accept
To be pulled out and face yourself
To leave a bloody trail
From a slit wrist
Welcome to the Dumps
WonderlandWhat of pain?
And what of love?
What of push?
And what of shove?
Check that watch you're running late!
The Queen of hearts will not wait!
A fairy tale is but grim
It's life that's really dark and dim.
Life's a hole that leads nowhere
A Cheshire Cat that's full of air!
Escapism needs mind-bending,
A feast of mushrooms that's unending.
Your head of voices starts to natter
Your secret soul a dark Mad Hatter.
But what of Love?
Is it just all malice?
Yeah; Stuff the Rabbit!
And Screw you, Alice!!!
Who Needs FriendsWho needs friends,
When all they ever do,
Is leave you alone in the end?
Maybe it's because I'm selfish,
Or something else I don't know.
Who needs friends,
When all they really incite,
Is the sorrow that makes my heart rend?
Maybe it's because I'm quiet,
Or perhaps the words never come out right.
Who needs friends,
When all they say is goodbye,
Is that their newest type of trend?
Maybe it's because I'm boring,
Or yet it's my manner that makes them fly.
Dying From LoveDying From Love
His sweet words touched her heart
Now it is bleeding and torn apart
His gentle touch as he held her hand
Now it is empty as a barren land
His tender kiss across her lips
Ignited something deep within
Now they are parched and dry
Craving moisture that he would provide
He caressed her heart with his love
Now it is screaming from the pain
Dying slowly as she cries in the rain
Real for meIt's an amazing feeling that you give me when I see you
It's a pleasure just to hear you
Not to mention what I feel when I simply touch you
Just one of ways to say how much I love you
Little more emotions inside
Little more feelings to hide
But I'm gonna show you tonight
Open my heart with power of light
I don't need to tell you, don't need to explain
Just want to dance here with you under the pouring rain
How much beauty in your eyes right now I can see
How much warm from your body right now I can feel
It's our life, love, hate and place where we all live
Something what we have and something in what we believe
Eyes wide open so I can see something what's showing me
Why I'm alive, who I love and what keeps me here
This simple feeling or maybe it's in you what is making me free
Cause I know who I am, who you are and that we are real
The Blame Game. The Blame Game
How about we play a game.
So we will know who is to blame.
We'll spin the dice and take a turn.
And hurt each other until it burns.
I can't believe what you have done.
Filled us with lies of Kingdom come.
You preached of a God oh so great.
Yet now it seems we are of different fates
There will be no hypocrites beyond His door.
Nor salvation for the wicked to their core.
No place for the deceitful with silver tongues
or those who have been lost since they were young.
For you who cant stand to see your mother.
Have only become a dreadful bother.
Spewing your hate from here to there.
You will one day face a life so bare.
You speak of a Kingdom and Father's love,
Yet when faced a problem; were the first to shove.
A coward hiding behind twisted lies.
Then questioned why we broke all ties.
Don't get me started on your transgressions.
Your problems you caused with pure aggression.
You fought, and screamed, and manipulated.
Your husbands left beaten and berated
Not a writerToday I took my pencil
And started to think
Now what should I write about?
I'm sick of it
Too boring to read
I'm done with it
I lie on the floor and start to sing
Something so sad and something so sweet
No need to write it down
But nothing about
Melody is quite simple
As it comes from the heart
You might think I'm tearful
But no, I am not
Too many reasons why I'm here
Too many questions unrelieved
So many people should just leave
Away, get vanished, disappear
I'm still holding a pencil in my hand
Not writing, not trying to understand
But I'm singing to feel something new
Something weird, something so good
I'm not a writer and I don't know how to write
All my life is one big poem, one big fight
But I'm still singing
Melody in me
Sounds so perfectly
Forgive me please
Forgive me for this
I'm not a writer
Just one big dreamer
There is no place for me.There is no place for my ideals or me,
There is no place for justice or mercy.
There is no place for true love anymore,
It's a sad truth, it saddens me at the core.
There is no place for me in this world,
Where the cries of the needy must go unheard.
I'm cast out for my ideals, my gentleman's code,
Well, I was born like this, a man in hero mode.
There is no place for a hero in this world,
The knight in shining armour must go unheard.
There is no such thing as a Fairy Tale,
I am not Prince Charming, just another sail.
On a boat afloat on a sea of sadness,
The winds of mourning passing through me.
There is nowhere in this world for me...
There is nowhere in this world for gallantry.
Pasted On Your FaceIt's really just a simple brushstroke
A happy masquerade
You think of how strong you are
And paste it on your face
You try not to act like
Blood's sticking to the underside of your shirt
And that you weren't just cursing yourself
Becuause she got there first
And you act like its all fine, it's all good
That you aren't being tortured
As much as you should
That you aren't devestatingly lonely
And your trashed heart isn't broken
You smear this act
This pointless coat of paint across your skin
Like everything is fine
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