This Feeling...

What is this feeling?
My heart stopping, then accelerating
Making up fro lost time
Feels like a nightmare to me
Because this is lust: pounding in my veins when I se you
Sobbing silently
Trying to take my eyes off of you
And failing, miserably

I love you.
I love you I love you I love you.
I don't think I could say it enough

It was never like this with him
Almost like he was paper
And everytime we tried to finish the story we fell apart
But with you

Not only do you fill the hole in me
But you overwhelm me
All the things I want to say to you are threatening to spill out
When you look at me I bite my tongue to stop myslef from telling you
Dig my nails into my palms
To stop myself from touching you

"I want you.
I love you."

Do you?
Could you ever?