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new addiction

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i used to be a user
but now i have to stop
suddenly the walls come down
you said i wasn't enough

now there's an empty place where the drug would grab hold
just a cool breeze where the hot rush of holding your hand would be

i can't seem to relive
how the kiss of the drug is against my mouth
only so many times can i manage to remember the rush again

now i turn to the knife
the long silver blade i want to throw my wrist on
what is so captivating about this?
is it my blood on silver metal?
the weight coming off my shoulders
the ease of this burden and guilt on my shoulders?

this ache and scar is my new addiction
nothing else will fit the need
you made me drop everything and quit

you tore yourself straight out of my life

now i've lost my best addiction
my character and my heart
no, i am not addicted to cutting myself. it is very tempting to try though, but i have to focus on NOT DOING IT BECAUSE I DON'T. i don't know how clear i can make this.
don't ever do it kids. more addictive then heroin. i swear this to be true.
i assure, i will never do it. but this poem is about how i was addicted to him, and now that he left me i have nothing i am mentally dependent on.

:skullbones: ellie :skullbones:
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MManUltra's avatar
Keep on keeping on ellie, over come your addictions, now excuse me while I go mapleing...